Called To Serve

Before I stat this entry, I want you all to know that I wanted to do a little bit of sentimental reminiscing. I just want to say that I know there are other ways to serve God than by serving a mission and in hindsight, I've gained a really strong testimony that my greatest contribution in this world is that of being a wife and a mother. I have really been impressed by the women in my life for their commitment to the gospel, to their homes and families, and for their amazing examples to me. That said...

5 years ago today I entered to MTC (missionary training center). I remember the days and months leading up to this moment. It was a really bittersweet time for me. I was leaving to Germany for 18 months and was nervous about leaving my family, yet excited about being out on my own. Some of my friends were engaged and nearly engaged. I was happy for them, yet disheartened to miss their weddings and also sad that things would never quite be the same.

I entered the MTC and was given two fantastic companions- Kellie P. and Karee Z. who really made my life as a missionary fun, memorable, and I honestly feel like they were family to me when I was away from my own family. I remember so clearly sitting in class and singing German Christmas carols that I did not yet understand. Then we sang "Away in a Manger" and I realized that I had learned just enough words to really understand the third verse (Keeping in mind that I also knew it was a pretty close translation from the English version).

Sei ganz nahe bei mir
so nah wie es geht
fuer immer und ewig
das ist mein Gebet
und segne die Kinder
mit kraft fuer und fuer
das sie koennen leben
im Himmel mit dir.


Leaving on my mission represents so much for me. I trace so many of the blessings that I enjoy today to my decision to go to Germany and serve the people there. It was such a sweet (and difficult, yet rewarding )experience that I will always remember.